I want to live simply. I want to sit by the window when it rains and read books I’ll never be tested on. I want to paint because I want to, not because I’ve got something to prove. I want to listen to my body, fall asleep when the moon is high and wake up slowly, with no place to rush off to. I want not to be governed by money or clocks or any of the artificial restraints that humanity imposes on itself. I just want to be, boundless and infinite.
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Life isn’t always easy; in fact, for someone like me, it’s stressful more often than it isn’t. But having you by my side has drastically increased the number of times I’ve had a smile on my face and love in my heart this past year. And for that I want to say thank you. Thank you for sticking with me as I learn that I am more capable than I initially thought, and for helping me see that I really am worthy of love and happiness. You make everything simpler. 💕
Feeling so grateful to have met so many lovely souls on Tumblr and YouTube over the years. Really. The reason I’ve stayed here for so long is because I absolutely love being able to connect with other human beings who I relate to on such a profound level, that I otherwise would not have met had I never begun venting on here. I feel so lucky to have been able to grow side by side with some of you; even though I generally am horrible with keeping in touch, they’re the kind of relationships where we’re silently cheering each other on from afar and when we do reconnect it’s nothing but love. I am so appreciative of the kind messages so many of you have sent me when I was deep inside of my own darkness and didn’t see any light at the end of the tunnel. Whether you’re aware of it or not, all of you are the reason I kept pushing. I was so isolated from people in the real world and absolutely NO one knew the real me or what I was thinking and feeling – but you all do. Tumblr was my only outlet and my only source of genuine heart-to-heart connection to other people for several years. And you all helped me heal. I want to send my love to every single person who has ever given me their time by reaching out and extending their kindness to me. You will always be in my heart. Even if I don’t log onto here anymore or use it in the same way it was once used. As silly as this may sound to anyone else, Tumblr played a major role in shaping me into the person I am now. And I do feel like I’ve outgrown it a bit but I love that my growth is so clearly documented throughout the thousands of pages on this blog. This isn’t necessarily a goodbye but I felt it needed to be said, because each and every one of you is a part of me. Please don’t hesitate to reach out even if I disappear for a little while ❤️
the glow around the moon 