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I’m hesitant to write about this experience because I can’t stand the idea of watering it down, but I can’t NOT write about it because I’m bursting with so much happiness and I need to share this feeling with everyone!! It’s no secret that I’m in love with twenty one pilots. I’ve seen them 15 times now, yet somehow each memory stands alone as one of the most amazing days of my life and they don’t all blend together. I’ve grown tremendously as a person because of this band. When their music found its way to me I was basically an empty shell. They helped me work through the darkness. Sure I also had to face my own personal anxieties to go see them live but I knew since their music saved me when I’d listened to it alone in my room, it’d save me in a crowd full of people as well. As the crowd grew bigger with their increasing fame, you’d think that I’d grow more anxious in it, but it was just the opposite. I grew with them. Each time I see twenty one pilots I am able to completely lose myself in the moment, and that’s not something that comes easily for me. Every negative thought or emotion entirely melts away. Last night was no different. As we got to the venue we realized our seats were at the very top right of the stadium, and we had a skewed partial view of the stage. I was pretty bummed but we made the most of it of course. Mid way through we get approached by this man who asks, “wanna go down lower?” and he gives us tickets to the very bottom center section (!!) Needless to say we BOOKED it down and made it just as Tyler and Josh were switching stages closer to our side to play some of their older songs. You know when a moment is so beautiful you can’t help but start sobbing? Yup. So much emotion started pouring out of me cause I had a perfectly clear view of this incredible man who was singing the words that have gotten me through my toughest years; we were picked out of the crowd to move down to prime spots at the absolute perfect time; I had just heard some of my favorite songs and was about to hear more; and I was sharing the moment with @tony.suarez152 after waiting 10 months for it to arrive. Happiness overload. ❤ |-/ #emotionalroadshow #twentyonepilots (at Golden 1 Center)

He was too impatient to wait till Valentine’s Day to give me my gift. The birds are because that’s how I told him I liked him. I was really nervous to make the first move but it was on the tip of my tongue for weeks and finally as I was falling asleep I started talking gibberish and it all spilled out like: “what if there was this bird, who knew another bird, and had something she wanted to say to the other bird, but felt it was already implied? So maybe it isn’t worth the risk to ruin how good things are between the birds. Or should she just say it?” And he was like “well I think the other bird feels the same way” heheheheheheheheh aw this is the sweetest kind of gift in my opinion. Time and effort and feeling were put into it. And that means so much to me.