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At times I suffer from the strangest sense of detachment from myself and the world about me; I seem to watch it all from the outside, from somewhere inconceivably remote, out of time, out of space, out of the stress and tragedy of it all.

H.G. Wells, The War Of The Worlds

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I decided to take a year off after graduating before making any major life decisions so literally all I’m doing right now is working and chillin as I watch the days quickly pass me by. And this has been all I’ve wanted, pretty much ever, since I first found myself lying to friends and making excuses why I couldn’t hang out in 6th grade so I could spend time by myself instead. I’ve yearned for some major uninterrupted introvert time all my life. Living alone. No obligations, no stress, no worries. Just me and all the time in the world to simply BE. I fucking love it, don’t get me wrong – but somewhere in the last month since school started back up again for everyone around me in this tiny college town, I can’t help but feel a little bit lazy and unproductive. I feel maybe even a bit stir crazy in this place. I’m itching for some big changes. For something new and wonderful to emerge instead of this stagnant energy I’ve been feeling. I’m going on a trip to SoCal, Nevada, and Utah next month and hopefully being away from this place and the state of mind it’s put me in will be exactly what I need to clear the energy and inspire me to do more, to be more, all while living fearlessly.